feel like giving up - talk to me!

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I am not seeing a therapist. We haven't been to marriage counseling in 15 years. It was back then when our pastor (a degreed counselor) told me that I am dealing with a cold cold man. I should have ran then huh?

You are so right G - he HAS sucked the life out of me if you knew me you would be shocked to think I would take this kind of stuff. My friends think my husband is a great guy and they actually think I'm a strong woman who would never put up with this. I don't tell them what I go through.

For you to say what you see in me..and you don't even know me? it took all I had to keep the tears from rolling down my face. Thank you for that..I think my friends would agree with you.

I know I need to focus on myself. To save myself. I know this. I can't explain to you how much your support is helping me.