I can't remember if you are you seeing a counselor of any sort? If you aren't please do get some professional help. I hear you on the physical abuse side, however you do acknowledge that you are being emotionally abused. You need some help.
He has sucked the life out of you. I hear it clear as day. Do you know how? Look at this statement from you:
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he can make me feel worse because I have nothing (I'm a stay at home mom)
And you know what? It couldn't be further from the truth. Here's what I see in you:
An extremely strong woman
with morals and fortitude
who has selflessly and single-handedly raised THREE children
who gives her love unconditionally
and that's just off the top of my head. I can come up with more if I dig deeper.
You have nothing? Ha ha ha ha ha ha <my sarcastic laugh>... My dear you have more than he will ever have. Believe me. I suggest changing your priorities right now from him to YOU. We need to build up your self-esteem and your self-worth. We need to get you into a position of strength. You're too focused on him right now for your own good.
M:11 | T:12 | Status: Married 4C's of WAS communication: Cool, Calm, Collected and CONFIDENT
