Thanks Luvless. It is hard to continue to think that this is what I want. It would be so much easier to say screw it, move out, get the divorce and find someone who love ME not the me they want me to become. I miss feeling wanted, loved, being held close, kissed....I don't know when I will know those things again.
Me: 33 / H: 36 M: 10y / T: 14y 3 kids BD: 2/22/14 Live in separation 3/8/14 H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14 H moved out 4/25/14 2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month
