feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

(((G))) thank you - I needed that and of course you can call me out on my stuff. I can take the criticism from others' but I don't want to be made out to be something I'm not. Yes..my H can gross me out by his behavior (like ignoring me?) it's just not mature no matter the situation..it's plain disrespectful.

I was joking with my son and went to smack him. I walked by H and he slapped me in the face yesterday (said he was joking) but he hit me kinda hard and it hurt the hell out of my feelings - see? I just let it go - I walked away and said it wasn't funny - guess I don't have reason to gross out huh?

I guess I am the crazy one here.