He wants to come home....HELP!

[praying_in_GA]

Ok, if that is what I should do. It will be hard though. Just thinking about him being gone all the time makes me sad. I don't understand why he wants to go to the bars with single friends. I don't understand why he has to be gone when there is so much to do at home.

I was much happier at home alone. I haven't had one happy day since his return. He doesn't care or doesn't care to see the pain I am feeling. This is the only place I can let it out.