Moving on with my life!

[Startingover2]

Yep. Not sure which way is up for him. He is feeling the holiday blues without his family. He is the only single one in his group and i imagine its getting old.

Strange thing is he isn't really committing to either side. He isn't saying I will do what it takes nor is he saying I want to be single. He is just kinda floating in limbo, testing to see if the whole 'family thing' is for him.

What is also scary about exh is that even if he was saying he was committed to his M, what happens when he gets bored? Lonely? Sad? Mad? those are the times he usually needs some of that instant gratification.