feel like giving up - talk to me!

[Gnosis]

Hey L, I know you're not being rude. Chill out, you've got enough to worry about. I don't get offended easily. And, yeah, I "get you," there's nothing to worry about.

You are doing a great job.

Aww, shucks, thanks. I'm trying.

Don't give up on me.

I won't.

Hmm..what works? I guess me not talking about R and letting him ignore me and think everything is ok - that works for him - not for me!

I hear you.

I do notice when I blow it he does an "uh oh" and tries to be nicer so I guess he is just manipulating me right now.

I'm really sorry about that.

I refuse to play games.

What kind of games is he playing with you?

I'm just biting my tongue but blood is dripping everywhere!

You have my deepest sympathies. I can "hear" your frustration and I know this is not easy.

I've kind of been up, down and all over today... You say he's the 'big mouth' in the R. Can you give me an idea of what he's like... besides being a sarcastic, immature pain in the neck.

When he talks, what does he talk about?
What line of work is he in?
What are his interests?