feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Oh don't get me wrong G - I'm not being rude here I just want you to "get me" ya know? You are doing a great job. Don't give up on me.

Hmm..what works? I guess me not talking about R and letting him ignore me and think everything is ok - that works for him - not for me! I do notice when I blow it he does an "uh oh" and tries to be nicer so I guess he is just manipulating me right now. I refuse to play games. He is immature and sarcastic. I'm just biting my tongue but blood is dripping everywhere!