Originally Posted By: Gypsy
...but if I wallow, that's me hurting me.


So true. Such a good note.

I'm sorry to learn that your dreams may be tied to those events in your past. When I first commented I thought it was just a run of bad dreams, but not this. What happened was so awful and I don't know what to say other than I wish recovery and peace for you.

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh