Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

Coach ~

You just put into words what I was wondering about last night with this sentence...

It doesn't excuse his behavior but it would explain a lot.

I was actually sitting there thinking last night geez what kind of person am I for thinking it may be this when it could be that or vice versa...

I am not by any means a Dr. and just go by what I am told and when I first saw my Dr. after H admitted to the OW, once I gave her the specifics, she thought right then and there PTSD w/MLC thrown in there. (I am guessing for good measure? LOL...J/J - Need to keep my sense of humor)

I never thought to check with the VA, however you have given me something to do tomorrow morning when I get to work.

I have my individual Dr. as well as my Pastor, you guys here and my MIL so I know I am covered for myself...

I just feel like I am throwing him to the wolves to sit out there and figure it out for himself - My nature is to protect, comfort, care, be there, fix, love, show compassion, show empathy, be respectful, etc...

This is a complete 180 from what I have spent a lifetime learning and some days it does tweek my guilt button more often the not. (But I am learning)