Now i can do those, when not pregnant. because i can control the situation and this is one i have no control over with him.

found out it's going to cost me more to have d2 in daycare then expected. and in 8 weeks i have to had my son after he's born so i can quickly get back to work so i don't loose my house.

atleast i have the help of my niece. was so upset today for the situation for having to have a csection and rush back to work a week later.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline