Was checking in on you. I know this is hard but youre doing fine. The resentment...well, it takes a while for that to fade. Im a little further in my sitch and I still get my little moments, but they are just that...moments.
Definitely dont do anything until you have vented( do that a lot btw) or posted about it. These guys are great and the support here is just that..support. Remember that this didnt happen in just a few weeks, and it will take time. Stay busy and stay distracted. Dont run!!! Just be busy. Huge difference =)