PIGA its not easy to not fall into old habits! Also some times our H's try and lead us into old habits, my H has pulled the "but I need to hear that you need me" routine and its hard to fufil his needs without losing my PMA, but keep at it you will get a happy medium eventually!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!