My friends..., it's not just the sexual part. It's that ALSO. They were deeply in love with each other. Remember when you guys said that "she wasnt nothing" as he told me? That's is exactly it. I know she was a lot more than nothing. She was "everything" at a certain point.He cared about her feelings, about her happiness, about her work, about her. She was his woman.
This weekend we drove in his car (which ironically is my little Audi, the one he he helped me buy) and I was thinking, she was sitting in that car all those nights, where I was this Sat, in MY car, giving him BJs probably (not Bbjs-LOL!!)...
Yes John, I can be happy alone. But all these politically correct cliches about not needing someone to be happy have a little catch. We can be happy alone, with our kids and family and friends. But being with your SO, takes happiness to another level.
Kerry, I dont have set goals about when to "finish" it in my head. Maybe I should. I dont think it is feasible. I think the only way my mind would stop wandering so much, would be if I felt loved and loving. You know, positive emotions replacing negative ones.
