Thank you for the encouragement.

that's for sure he's not thinking or acting straight. i just get the feeling that i'm fighting a loosing battle. i know that this is just the beginning to a long road. i feel like i'm playing poker, don't show my cards, bluff my way through my bets.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline