Yeah I guess you are right. Even though it has been two years since we have even spent a holiday together, that makes sense. Thankfully I never met his family (they are all in Germany) so I didn't get attached to them. I almost wish the divorce was actually finished so that I could get on with my life already. Of course, I am not so sure I will 100% able to do that...I am not sure that just having that piece of paper is going to be the end all be all either.

Errrrrgggggg what is wrong with me?


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..