silly... i AM crushed by pain...i am confused, hurt angry...all of it at once! i have an ok hold on the mlc thing...i honestly dont know where to go or what to do.
i feel more like i am fighting for our 2 little ones than myself right now. h is a GREAT father! h too but i am focused on them at the moment...it all changes so quickly my head spins! thanks for your response! i am crying out and i feel as if i really dont know for what!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
