Hi Sandi,

I wasn't expecting a change from a talk. I know my w and she is very stubborn. A R talk will not change her mind. There were alot of things she said that upset me, but at the same time, I felt better with myself as I didn't give in to each of her wishes. I'm sure she would of expected it. My main goal was to try and start building the friendship which is going to be difficult and a chance to show her that I have changed. I'm not giving up on my m. It means to much to me regardless of what my W thinks of it now. Yes, I might be blind and just hoping, but I'm prepared to fight for it. I may end up loosing, who knows. I won't know until I try.

There's no need to apologise, sometimes it is better to get a different view on things. If my view of things was always right, I wouldn't be here.