Do you want to be out of the house? If not, is there a spare bedroom for you to move back into? The longer you are out of the home, the longer you are away from your girls, the worse place you will be in should this continue to move toward a divorce. You could be seen as abandoning the home. If you are miserable, then go home. If she doesn't like it, then let her move out. You will find a way to get help with the girls when needed. Maybe some of the others on here will help chime in with some help, look for PuppyDogTails, read some of his advice to others. Also GucciLoafer. There are others too with great advice, I just can't think of them off the top of my head right now, as I don't spend the time on here that I used too anymore. Good luck with everything and I will check back in. Shock