Moving on with my life!

[Startingover2]

LOL No. I just feel myself liking what is happening. I like the attention. I like that he wants to spend time with us. I like feeling like there is hope...but then I remember what a sick person he is. This is horrible!

I just read an email from the married gf. It was very sad really. Literally begging and pleading him to want her again. She needs to give her husband another chance and I so wish I could tell her. Otherwise she will end up in this boat with me.

I have a meeting with the pastor from our church as this coming weekend is babys dedication. I told exh about it but not sure if he will make it (during the day).