Problem is, you find yourself getting your hopes up again, or at least getting frustrated at the lack of any progress or effort. In my case, this led to me being angry, which was compounded by something minor she did that reminded me of one of her worst qualities.
That is what I was feeling too. When W was here for time with D she would chat to me, sit next to me and do other things that in the grand scheme of our sitch's are actually irrelevant. However you can't help getting your hopes up. That was on the the primary reasons behind my NC.
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She loves me enough to want to see me with the person I love the most. I cannot imagine what that must be like for her. But I do know that in the interim, talking on the phone is a pleasant experience for both of us.
There are not too many people left in the world who would love you enough to want the best for you, even so far as rooting for you to go with somebody else. That is a truly special person you have there and would hang onto her, friend or otherwise, as long as possible.
Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010
"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient." "Delay is the antidote for anger"
