I hope you are able to step back from this and look with eyes that are not clouded over with love. You need a clear head to even attempt R.
No. Ironically I wathced "the Changeling" this moring about a a mother who never gave up for her son, in hopes he was still alive. At many times I regarded my XW (well, W as she would repsond to my probing) as dead. But, she repsonded, she knew I was searching her out. And, there she was. Alive and well. I think we'll pull thought this yet. I've never received a vaild, legitimate answer to many puzzling questions I've posted here all pointhing to XW looking for a hand, a hand I failed in extending to a vast degree.
I just want my XW to be happy, weither it's with me, or whomever, and yes, I told her that, and her eyes said where she want to be.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
