Not sure what to do

[bluerain]

I think that there were positives from your coffee, and I also think that you come on here to get perspective for your situation, sometimes the perpective that you get isnt sunny and happy, that doesnt mean that its wrong, or that your doomed, it just means that someone sees your situation a little differently than someone else.

There are stories on here of people who not only have made up their minds, but have even filed for D and have come back.

Read up on Dia, or Coach and Greek, or Puppy Dog Tails, these are just the ones that come to mind first.

Its not hopeless until YOU give up.