Thanks for the encouragement Kara, Cutter and Rabbit!
Cutter, your questions are very important... and I need to address them. H and I have addressed them for the most part. There is more work to do there and we both know it.
I find I am emotionally exhausted today. It was an emotional weekend, and even the positive GALing, as good as it was, took something out of me.
I'm not avoiding (at least I don't think so... ) but I just don't have it in me to address anything "tough" right now. Tomorrow will be another day, and we will see where I am at then.
Going thru one of those phases in this roller coaster of "why did this have to happen? wtf did I do to deserve this?" angry kinda stuff. I know it passes cuz i've been here before many times... just where I am at tonight, just venting. Not feeling like a victim, more angry and exhuasted.
) but I just don't have it in me to address anything "tough" right now. Tomorrow will be another day, and we will see where I am at then.
