Hi guys, I really need some help. After the last posting from Sandi, I've become really depressed.
I was feeling fairly good, but I guess I was only seeing the positives out of our coffee last night and not looking at the negatives.
I desperately want to call her and beg for another chance, but I know I can't and if I do, it will push her further away. I've pretty much lost all hope now and figure it can't get any worse than it is right now.
I hav'nt called as I'd like to see what people have to say first.
I've always envisaged my life with my w and son and am really stuggling to see anything different right now. I've always pictured us getting old together, retiring together, travelling together and just being together.
