Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Well no one answered my question. Sigh. I decided to wait until Wed to have him take the decorations out. It will be the same day we are going tree chopping.

On his way over he asked me if I wanted anything from Taco Bell (our favorite fast food restaurant) so I got something.

He didn't bring his work bag!

I decided to try and "act" like my old self which is chatty, cheerful, joky, bubbly. I have been "polite" but nice. The only thing missing is saying "I love you" and swatting his butt or giving him hugs and kisses (I am affectionate). Oh and I can't really ask him about what he's been up to since it is with OW!

So I have worked out, showered and am on my way to grocery shop.
There is a football game this Thursday...I want to watch it because it is a Civil War game with my alma mater (spelling?) He wants to see it too. Usually I go out on Thursday nights but will skip it this week and make nachos for the game.

He has a terrible cold so I keep showing my concern and told him if he felt horrible I don't need a "day off" and he could stay home to rest. He said for selfish reasons he comes to see his boy but is just trying not to cough on him.