She will not get it. She is testing your boundaries. Seeing what she can do to suck you back in.

P17 she is going to miss those EN's from you. This is a confusing time for her.

But remember Plan B. Its for you to heal. To keep what love you have left for that woman locked away somewhere in your heart. As time goes by you will choose to let it fade away, live a life alone or you will meet someone new who your willing to share your moments in life with ( that could be your WAS or someone else)

Time will tell.

So life your life and enjoy the safety of living in the black.