feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Thank you so much G. I am willing to listen. I'm trying so hard to be patient. I am building resentment. He goes to bed every night without as much as a goodnight (usually holds my hand under the pillow) I don't know how much more I can take I'm not very good at this. Does he really think this is ok? I have turned into piece of furniture - just here and you walk right past it. Don't get me wrong he talks to me and is being cordial with me but is still distant. We'll see how long I can last. I always say you fight for something good - but is this really good? a spouse who treats you like crap? maybe all of us need to rethink this...

oh...and for OW - I don't think so but I am definately not ruling that out!