Bluerain, I DON'T want a divorce, I want to do whatever it takes to make my M work. I guess my issue is, does she? Will she? I don't want to have false "hope", if there isn't a chance. I dunno. I am trying to absorb all of this stuff, but it seems like I take 1 step forward, and then 3 steps back. By the way, I will only be back for 2 weeks, then I redeploy for another 2 months.
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010