Nothing I can say that hasn't already be said about your mother. Deepest condolences. Just so you know, you will get through this along with everything else, and you will be stronger because of it. Few things in life challenge and test a man's character more than loss, and you've experienced quite a bit of it recently. But I am certain you will continue. At some point down the road, you will draw strength from all this. This time in your life may not define you, but it will be a defining moment in your life. You will be fine.