Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

SadGirl, do you really think so? This is just crazy for me. If certain boundaries aren't met, then I don't think I will be there. I am trying to detach from all of this, but it is so hard. My love for her, has always been unconditional, but I am getting to a point that I am feeling very disrespected. And that is tough for a guy in my profession. Not that that has any bearing on my M, but I am used to it. The 2 weeks at home, I hope ar going to be pleasant, but I have a bad feeling about it too. She is going to raise holy he!! when she realizes that I am staying there for a few days. This is totally opposite of my regular behavior. Right now, I still want her, but the more and more I find out, the less and less I care. If that even makes any sense.