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Thanks GIMA for your support!

I'm not sure where I go from here. I certainly do not want to remain married to this woman, but I cry at the thought of sharing custody of my two beautiful children. I suggested professional counseling, but she wants no part of it. One part of me want to file Monday morning while the other part of me just wants to stall all of this. At the end of the day, my W is long gone...there's no use anymore...I know it...I give up trying to save this marriage. I'm the type of person that prefers to "rip off the bandaid with one quick motion" if you know what I mean.

I have gone through the last eight months with dignity and honor. One very close friend of mine (mother-like figure to me)stated to me that she's very proud of how I handled all of this...I'm a better and stronger man for it. God has been working me over pretty hard these last eight months, but he as something very nice in store for me in the future...or atleast that's what my friends says to me.

Thanks...LFH