Good that you are doing better and have fun at lunch. The rejection feeling is just so overwhelming at times. When I see W and I remember how certain she is that "she never loved me" it throws all of the happy memories into question.
The birth of our first daughter. How she was there for me when my mom died. Being there for the death of her dad and one of her best friends dying in a motorcycle accident. Moving into our apartment. The trip to Puerto Vallarta. The trip to Vegas.
These are all such great memories and she now says she did not love me. So that gets me down at times and then I try to trust that it's the fog clouding her vision.
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