Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Girls are over for the next two days. They are upstairs playing on the Wii, which W sent in to get fixed. I plan on buying my own soon, although I just got the final bill on my hernia surgery -- $650. Yikes.

When I picked the girls up W was dressed and ready to go unlike the other day when I got them and she was in sweats and had her hair in a pony tail.

I don't have anything big planned with them. We're having two of their friends over tonight and we might go swimming at the Y. D10 needs it. She's a couch potato.

I'm really going to try not to think about W tonight, but it's going to be really, really, really hard. My detachment levels are falling back for some reason. Perhaps it's the fact I'm going to be working a lot more on the weekends the next three months and not going out as much.