I hear you and my heart goes out to you. As much as you don't want to hear this right now I'm going to say it anyway: This is your opportunity to Get A Life. Go out and get busy doing SOMETHING. Make yourself happy because only YOU can. No one else can do this for you. You're a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for!
M:11 | T:12 | Status: Married 4C's of WAS communication: Cool, Calm, Collected and CONFIDENT