Still in the tunnel with hubby

[kjensen]

Update:
Pizza/bowling was fun! To start, I actually came home all stressed out. I am on-call this weekend and get paged at any time with issues I must resolve via the phone so I was thinking about how H says no one respects his work since he's self-employed and yet he's scheduled this pizza/bowling while I was on-call b/c it was the only night that worked for his friend...I realized that wasn't respecting my work...

I've also been a bit down since a pharmacist I used to work with was murdered last weekend and his service/viewing was last night(I couldn't go and be on-call, but it felt odd to be doing something 'fun' when many of my co-workers were going to the viewing).

So I got home a bit stressed and H noticed and I shared the part about my friend/colleague's service.. H actually looked really old/tired- he'd had therapy Friday morning and I wonder if it wore him out. In any case, I got by PMA on and had a good time.

H's HS/FB friend was very nice. We played the girls v. the boys so she and I got to talk a bit. She brought up how she wanted to meet me since she thought if she'd been in my shoes she wouldn't have liked her husband meeting a divorced friend from the past... LOL! I think H and her have a good rapport but I don't think anything more than friendship is there. Its funny though-as soon as we got home H texted HS/FB friend to say thanks for coming..we had a good time..just like a teenager in my book, not a 45 year-old man who already said those things in person.

Last night H grabbed my hand to warm it up and I said that I missed being close, that we hadn't ML since last weekend. H hadn't noticed when the last time was..and appreciated my directness. So we ML.

So we'll see how this weekend goes. So far, so good.