Busy is good! You may be tired and irritated, but you are not stupid. I am a hunter myself. Used to hunt lots of big game, but then I got bitten by the waterfowling bug! And I play a lot outside too. I started Christmas shopping for the kids. Have you? Are you close to a 'town' where you can shop for them? There is a lot of good hiking and climbing in Alaska! Lots of outdoor stuff, I'd imagine.
Hang in there O'dog. Become the strongest person you can possibly be...mentally, physically, and spiritually. This is a noble aspiration for us all.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.