Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Blue, as you can probably imagine-being deployed, I am EXTREMELY busy. I have over 70 Soldiers in my charge, I am taking College classes online, working out, Viewing DB, playing video games, talking with my boys-friends-family. I try to stay very busy. No, I don't sleep well, but I just discovered Melatonin, which helps me fall asleep-doesn't KEEP me asleep, but gets me there. I sleep between 5-7 hours a night, which is normal for me. Her cell is through her work-so can't take that away. W needs car to get to work-15 miles away. I honestly don't "think" she wants a D. She has said she doesn't love me, fell out of love with me a long time ago, I will never change etc. I think that is her DGF and the fog talking, but I may be wrong. The big change I have to continue to work on is this: I can't control ANYONE except ME. Also, to NOT do everything for someone, don't always be there to catch them, and don't support bad behavior.