For some reason I don't think she will be shocked when I go tomorrow night feeling good. She will probably see it as a positive for me, but I do hope she will miss me.
I've lost about 9kgs and I can wear stuff that I wouldn't of before. I'm actually thinking about wearing one of the shirts she brought me for my birthday. I figured she brought it for me cause she liked it. I plan on looking and smelling great, and I'm purposely going to get there about 15 minutes late to make an impression when I walk in with confidance. I'm never late for anything, I'm the exact opposite, I'm always early. I'm even planing on playing a song loudly in my car before I get there cause it always hypes me up and makes me feel good.