Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

I love my baby but it's hard taking care of him by myself every night and day. My baby barely sleeps during the day, too.Sure, WH would be quick to remind me that he is over here so many hours. But he will never ever know what it's like and what I am going through. I read on other websites how the BSs want their WSs to "get it"--to understand what they put them through. But that is an impossible request. They will never know. And if we want them back, that is another sacrifice we are choosing to make. To take them back knowing they will never understand what they put us through. Also, we would have to forgive them for not being able to know!

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