Pretty good evening. With some help from a friend, I began to see one of my W's main LL's is quality time. So, I made a point tonight to hang around with her and the kids watching some DVD's the kids picked out. Mainly, we just talked, but it was friendly. W seemed to appreciate it. And, it was nice.
I am going to begin reaching out very slowly to my W. Not pursuit, but just gently easing my way back into the role of her H. If I'm already dead, what do I have to lose if I handle this properly?
And the strange thing is that I have a confidence about myself that I haven't felt before. A confidence that allows me to open myself up to my W again, and be ok if she pushes back.
She looked as beautiful today as I can ever recall. Nothing special she did. She just looked great. And her appearance was nice too.
