I'm sorry. bitter is unattractive. depressed is repulsive. and probably I shouldn't post when I'm feeling this way, but it's more of a vent than looking for a quick fix.
But, all this is human. We cannot be strong, lighthearted all the time. This is just the time to post.
I must say I am thankful for my extended family, even though we are not in touch all the time (and sometimes there are negative issues), and we live far apart for the most part. I am also very lucky that I have 4 children. My older sister always wanted to be an only child. The rest of us siblings annoyed her, and she is a bit of a snob. We grew up as railway kids, so she was somewhat ashamed of our family. We weren't poor (that I know of), but we were just your average blue collar family. But, I think she appreciates us now .. to some extent anyway. I hope.
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yeah, one find out who one's true friends are at a time like this. and what that tells me is--they're gone. time to start over.
Indeed, it is time to start over and that can be a positive thing. Whatever happened to your guy friend (he is a psycho-analyst or something like that?) who lived out of town?
Hope you have a good weekend.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim