Thanks Rabbit, I know there are so many ups and downs arent' there? Sometimes, I think I am doing great, and then something comes out of the blue and blindsides me again.
But, just trying to get stronger throughout this day.
Been trying to visualize what it would be like to be D and a single mom, not because that is what I want, but because it may be a reality I face and I need to find a way to not be so afraid of it that it paralyzes me from doing what I need to do.
Not finding it easy though.
Was trying to find the courage to GAL by myself again tonight... once again kids busy and no one available... but can't seem to find the motivation. Might just go for a bit of a drive or something.
