You are doing well Bunny, and you are in my thoughts.
You didn't ask for this situation.
You are a good person.
You are strong, and are handling this.
Keep reminding yourself of these facts, because they are facts.
Accept all your feelings as well, for what they are: Feelings. They don't make you bad or good, they are just feelings and emotions to your current situation and thoughts.
((((((((((Bunny))))))))))))))))
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."