Well I reread my advice to people here.

Since I was thinking about it. I knew that I was not prepared to see WAS. I knew I would be nervous. I also do not want to step back from my progress at this time.

So I gave the birth cert to her father and told him to call her and say that he had it and that I may be able to attend the viewing but was real busy with work so I may not make it.

I sent an email to the friend of my WAS and will follow up with a card.

Thanks Puppy and Gnosis.

I as well thought it was an attempt by WAS to break my NC. And I almost did it.