Sometimes I wonder why I am really here. Is the marriage really worth saving in the wrong run or should I cut my loses and start from scratch to hopefully find some one that may respect me and value me? Examples of such...Yesterday I made the whole Thanksgiving meal (not something new...something I do ever year)...and yes I did get a "thank you, it was very good", but that was after a few critical comments about my cooking. Then this morning I get accused of screwing up her car radio...enough for her to call me from work. I have no recollections of screwing with her radio and definitely did not intentionally do what she said I did. She kept going on and on until I finally caved in and said...yes it had to be me.
It has always been that way in our relationship....her holding me to standards that she probably can't even meet.
