I think it's at family times like Thanksgiving, that one can feel very lonely, if there is no support system in place. It seems all your friends and family, were in fact, his friends and family. Did you live vicariously through him? If so, then it's time to find your own friends and family. I know, it's hard, and it hurts that those you shared many hours of friendship, abandoned you. I bet that deep down, they know and feel bad, but don't want to see your hurt.

Have you ever thought about volunteering at a soup kitchen, or as a nurse for a charity, even if just for a couple of hours a week. I think you would be great at helping within your community. But, if not that, then there must be something else that you can be passionate about. Maybe, start writing a journal that can become a novel? You will be able to pour out yourself into the pages and tell your story. There is no story for invisible people, is there? But you have one that can teach many of us lessons.

Anyway, hope to catch you on FB sometime. Take care.


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim