You push, I'll pull.

[Kelly23]

thanks Norm and Bunny

It helps knowing others are feeling the same way and managing with it.

~ I feel like I have cried more in the last 2 years than I have in my entire life!

I am so tired of feeling alone and weak. I tell myself that I am staying for the kids but in reality they will not understand or appreciate it down the road. They will still be angry no matter when I do it. As each day passes, I think more and more about asking H to move out. I just want some space away from him right now. It does not help that we are both off work until Monday.