Well, we hardly talked at the dinner table and I am so sad thinking about what my future life alone will be like. I am so extremely lonely. I think about what a lie I am at work and to my family and it makes me sad. Funny how others would describe me as strong when I am really just nothing. I am not sure my kids will even miss me when I leave and it makes me cry. I am in the bedroom on the computer and he is in the living room watching television. How long can one go without physical contact? It is tearing me apart.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11
