First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Cutter,

If you mean do I love my wife, Yes.

Will I fight for my daughters and marriage, Yes

Is it a dealbreaker, no.

I have been doing a lot of soul searching my heads a lot straighter, I made a decision while shes away that I wouldnt hassle her.

Last night she called me...I was really nice and composed..

But I have made the decision that I wont push for her to come back. She needs to make that decision.

MT